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Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Monday, October 8, 2012
October 8, 2012
Life is on an even keel around here. Roger doing okay, lot of pain gone from the muscle spasm problem. I find myself in the role of pessimist, wondering what is next. Day by day, one moment at a time. Making the best of the non-crisis days, trying to catch up on sleep, but not feeling rested.
Six hours is about the most Roger sleeps at night, and he tries to let me sleep when he doesn't wake me up getting up and out of bed.
Will be taking the Zytiga at 4 a.m., hoping it will be a little easier since we are having a hard time with the 3 hour period of not eating or drinking anything but water.
The pessimism comes from being the one to clean up all the messes that occur on a day to day basis, the body fluids I clean up on the carpet, the bed, and clothes. Changing the urostomy bag and/or appliance. Dispensing the meds into the little sorter things that I thought only "old" people used. Keeping things in everyday life becomes difficult (I forgot to pay the trash service, fortunately they are a small company and understanding) doing the dishes and laundry become herculean tasks. And people ask how Roger is doing... I answer in awkward answers, not knowing anymore they know and listening to their suggestions, and then toning them out trying to think and do what I can to keep Roger comfortable. And the doctor visits, I have to take my notebook and take notes for the simplest instructions, and refer back to my notes on a question to question basis day to day. Most weeks involve at least one doctor or another and the only blessing comes from those weeks, now months we have not had to go to the ER or hospital. The doctors' offices are far kinder it would seem now.
and I will say my prayers tonight ...
Six hours is about the most Roger sleeps at night, and he tries to let me sleep when he doesn't wake me up getting up and out of bed.
Will be taking the Zytiga at 4 a.m., hoping it will be a little easier since we are having a hard time with the 3 hour period of not eating or drinking anything but water.
The pessimism comes from being the one to clean up all the messes that occur on a day to day basis, the body fluids I clean up on the carpet, the bed, and clothes. Changing the urostomy bag and/or appliance. Dispensing the meds into the little sorter things that I thought only "old" people used. Keeping things in everyday life becomes difficult (I forgot to pay the trash service, fortunately they are a small company and understanding) doing the dishes and laundry become herculean tasks. And people ask how Roger is doing... I answer in awkward answers, not knowing anymore they know and listening to their suggestions, and then toning them out trying to think and do what I can to keep Roger comfortable. And the doctor visits, I have to take my notebook and take notes for the simplest instructions, and refer back to my notes on a question to question basis day to day. Most weeks involve at least one doctor or another and the only blessing comes from those weeks, now months we have not had to go to the ER or hospital. The doctors' offices are far kinder it would seem now.
and I will say my prayers tonight ...
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Wednesday
Appointment with yet another doctor today to check on the rear end of things, henorrhoids that is. Roger not looking forward to this is any way shape or form, and this is very understandable. New chemo, Zytiga, is causing further fatigue, just enough energy to sit on the porch in the sunshine. Calls to make in to doctors, urine output is dark. Will update after procto visit.
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Good Day
Good day today, nice weather, Roger sat on the porch reading, and visiting with Gary Bell, cousin.
Received approval from prescription drug insurance for the chemo drug, Zytgia. At a cost of $46/month. Roger very happy. This is a milder chemotherapy with fewer side effects reported. Should receive it in the next day or two. Roger is still zippy from the double steroid dose in preparation for the chemo which did not occur yesterday, slept 3 hours last night and tried all day to nap but couldn't, but he sure had the conversation going. Was talking to Shasta, my dog, when no one else would listen. Expecting he will do quite a bit of sleeping in the next day or two. Overall, doing okay but frustrated he can not walk very far, the mail box walk makes him worn out and breathless.
Received approval from prescription drug insurance for the chemo drug, Zytgia. At a cost of $46/month. Roger very happy. This is a milder chemotherapy with fewer side effects reported. Should receive it in the next day or two. Roger is still zippy from the double steroid dose in preparation for the chemo which did not occur yesterday, slept 3 hours last night and tried all day to nap but couldn't, but he sure had the conversation going. Was talking to Shasta, my dog, when no one else would listen. Expecting he will do quite a bit of sleeping in the next day or two. Overall, doing okay but frustrated he can not walk very far, the mail box walk makes him worn out and breathless.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Chemo day, NOT!
Taxotere infusion was scheduled for today but after visiting with the doctor, Roger is moving on to Zytgia. (a chemo pill). Taxotere was stopped because of side effects, and drug companies will not dispense Zytgia unless taxotere (Docetaxel) has been tried. Now if we can just get our prescription drug company to play in the band. Have to wait 2 more days to see what the co-pay will be (it is a $6000/month drug--yes there should be 3 zeroes). Roger happy, happy not to be chemoized today. (hey, I think I have a new word there).
Bleeding and seeping from bladder continues, and worsens when he is up and active.
Appointment with colorectal specialist scheduled for next week. Don't know when, still need to make that call, but we have received the paperwork to fill out.
Straightened out the mess with urostomy supply order today after 2 weeks of calls between urologist and medical supply company. Yea!
Pat weary, Roger zippy (from steroids), Pat happy that Roger feels good today!
Bleeding and seeping from bladder continues, and worsens when he is up and active.
Appointment with colorectal specialist scheduled for next week. Don't know when, still need to make that call, but we have received the paperwork to fill out.
Straightened out the mess with urostomy supply order today after 2 weeks of calls between urologist and medical supply company. Yea!
Pat weary, Roger zippy (from steroids), Pat happy that Roger feels good today!
Monday, September 24, 2012
Updates September 24, 2012
If you talk to Roger, he will say he is doing okay not great but okay. And while this is true for him, I have trouble internalizing what he means by this. That he just doesn't want to divulge much to the people who ask because he is embarrassed by the situation of being physically weakened, or maybe he believes if he says it enough it will be true. Or maybe I'm just too close to the situation.
Wednesday will be the 3rd Taxotere (chemo) infusion. oh, I need to back up
On September 5th, Roger received the 2nd infusion, 10 days later, on a blood lab, he had almost no white blood cells, so received a Nuepogena shot (blood booster in simplified terms), and another shot the day after. He received one shot after the 1st infusion, two shots after the 2nd infusion.
(By the way, the second shot... we had to drive to Fayetteville, on a Saturday, game day, home game... easy getting home)
Diarrhea and hemorrhoids have gotten progressively worse over the course of his treatment. To the point of needing to see a colon rectal specialist, which is scheduled in the first week of October. Don't know when, but we did receive the paper work. It is on my list of 1st priority items.
Speaking of 1st priority items, we are still waiting for urostomy supplies. Roger cannot receive any more supplies through insurance until the urologist's office approves the order. No orders have been approved yet, and we've received supplies since mid June. The supply company will let orders go through without approval for 3 months at a time, so that is another thing I have on the list. Have already called twice last week to the doc, and once to the supply place.
Sigh.....
Roger takes a nap most days, he will sleep 4-5 hours during the night and the lack of nighttime sleep catches up with him sometimes, sometimes he takes a sleep aid during the day. He needs help sleeping because he fights sleep like no one I've ever seen. He will complain of being tired, and yet, move around so he won't fall asleep. And then the bleeding in the bladder has started up again.
Just a discombobulated update. Roger can't stand to let me sleep when he is awake.
So I'm a little weary too.
Love to all
Wednesday will be the 3rd Taxotere (chemo) infusion. oh, I need to back up
On September 5th, Roger received the 2nd infusion, 10 days later, on a blood lab, he had almost no white blood cells, so received a Nuepogena shot (blood booster in simplified terms), and another shot the day after. He received one shot after the 1st infusion, two shots after the 2nd infusion.
(By the way, the second shot... we had to drive to Fayetteville, on a Saturday, game day, home game... easy getting home)
Diarrhea and hemorrhoids have gotten progressively worse over the course of his treatment. To the point of needing to see a colon rectal specialist, which is scheduled in the first week of October. Don't know when, but we did receive the paper work. It is on my list of 1st priority items.
Speaking of 1st priority items, we are still waiting for urostomy supplies. Roger cannot receive any more supplies through insurance until the urologist's office approves the order. No orders have been approved yet, and we've received supplies since mid June. The supply company will let orders go through without approval for 3 months at a time, so that is another thing I have on the list. Have already called twice last week to the doc, and once to the supply place.
Sigh.....
Roger takes a nap most days, he will sleep 4-5 hours during the night and the lack of nighttime sleep catches up with him sometimes, sometimes he takes a sleep aid during the day. He needs help sleeping because he fights sleep like no one I've ever seen. He will complain of being tired, and yet, move around so he won't fall asleep. And then the bleeding in the bladder has started up again.
Just a discombobulated update. Roger can't stand to let me sleep when he is awake.
So I'm a little weary too.
Love to all
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
September 5, 2012
Roger settles in for Round 2 |
Roger visiting with neighbor Louis Bishop Sr. (pre-hair loss) |
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